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OFFICIALLY LEAVING..

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 16:57:28 PDT

OFFICIALLY LEAVING BLOGDRIVE..
LATER PLP ..

song list..

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 16:56:26 PDT

Daniel Beddingfield: If you're not the one
Savage Garden- Truly, Madly, Deeply
The Darkness: Love is only a feeling
Blink 182 - I'm Lost without you
Britney Spears - Toxic
The Cure: Love Song
Alkaline Trio : Clavicle
Coldplay: Yellow
Flaming Lips: Do you realize?
Beyonce: Crazy in Love
Etta James: At Last
Incubus: Summer Romance (Antigravity Love song)
John Mayer- Lover Lay Down (DMB Cover)
Lauren Hill- Can't take my eyes off of you
Mariah Carey: Thank God I found you
The Ataris- I won't spend another night alone
Jimmy Eat World- For me, this is heaven
Motion City Soundtrack - Back to thE Beat
MXPX- Here with me
N sync- Something like you
Phish- Wading in the Velvet Sea
NFG- Heaven
The Calling- Wherever you will Go
RHCP- Love Rollercoaster
Modern English- I melt with you
Reggie and the Full Effect- Mood 4 luv
Selena- Dreaming of You
The Carpenters: Close to you
Alanis Morrisette: Head over feet
Matchbook Romanance- Tiger Lily

im fucken CHANGIN MY LIFE..

Tue, 30 Mar 2004 22:42:04 PST

fuck fuck fuck .. fuck this fucken world..

2day is juz not my fucken day .. im so freaking unahppy ..

ok .. i think my lack of confidence really need 2 be improved.. all else.. i swear... all 24 hours.. i will be fucken unhappy .

ok . lets see.. i wanna make sum changes in my life.. and the changes start rite after im done blogging these..

ok ..

i need to be more CONFIDENT .. don alwaiz suspect watever .. like.. im alwaiz suspecting plp toking behind my back .. who fucking cares wat are u toking bout.. i am who i am .. not wat plp think bout me. ..plp .. give me sum support..can ya

... don fucken care bout how u look wif ur short hair anymore.. coz u cant fucken change anything bout that .. its a fucken FACT ..

so .. plz.. don think bout it anymore.. juz try 2 be ur old self.. where hav the self been? u used be really cheerful lil gurl .. and now.. don fucken change it.. will ya?

CONFIDENT .. CONFIDENT.. FUCKEN BUILT THAT UP OK..

dad

Sat, 27 Mar 2004 00:47:23 PST

i noe all along .. im juz a nothin in ur heart..
like.. u onli seem 2 love ur son more than u do to me..

helo? i am ur daughter as well ok ..
... but i think in ur heart .. im juz sum kind of maid..
i often do feel the unfair btw me and kenney..
WTF..

>>past

Fri, 26 Mar 2004 16:37:12 PST

it haven been a long time since the last entry .. and i still think my life sux..
juz a few days ago .. i start 2 tell myself.. i wanna forget the past .. and start a new chapter of life..
and get along wif all the language.. i will .. i will work hard to gain that ..
.. ya.. i hope everyday is a new chapter of life.. without getting worree bout anything in the past ..
i start 2 hate my past a lot as i think back ..
aiks..
.. he had a new tatoo ..(thats wat he say ,)
wif my name on it..
should i be happy or sad.. happy coz this definately proves i do hav a place in his heart..
sad coz.. .. he got a gf alradi ..
he cares bout her lots..
WTF.. if u got a gf.. don make me feel like i and u hav a chance.. can u ??

B O R E D .. AHHHH..

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 17:10:59 PST

oh god.. im bored..
... im still wondering should i move over to livejournal.. as it seems to be better..
... the filming yesterday was ... OKAY.. well .. but i do stinks infront of the cam .. arggg..
... im jux so BORED...

bored..

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 17:40:40 PST

well .. days.. juz pass by asual..
im still in my woree mode.. but do learn a lot from the pass few days..
a lot more better alraid ..
also learn that even tho i woree.. so wat ..

will things solve imediately>?? it wont lorz..
.. the world wont stop moving jux cox of lil prob of mine..
a prob of mine.. compare to those even pity lil fellows.. are juz nothin but shit ..
... im thinking.. should i go over 2 livejournal..
mayb i should move over..

worrier..

Wed, 17 Mar 2004 18:34:23 PST

i swear i am such a fucken worrier..
i am alwaiz in the woree world.. woree bout this and tat.. non-stop..

like i am woree that i may not be able to marry when i am in a age of in my 30s??
woree will i still hav feelings for him when i return .. woree that am i that ugly .. i don hav a bf for years aladi ..
fucken woree i am ..
but i alwaiz say 2 myself.. even tho cannot marry .. fine lorz.. pay myself.. watever shit also juz stay by myself.. no biggie 1 ar.. wont die 1 ar..
but alwaiz say .. but nv manage to make myself feel better.. haiz. life..
don noe larz.

.. new thinking

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 18:58:46 PST

.. oh man .. i come 2 realise that my dad really hate me a lot 1 lor ..
like no matter wat i do also he is not please wif it.. ask me 2 do more ar.. and stuff like that ..
i had enuf of this shit alrai larz.. im also a human .. also need u plp 2 love me ..

i also come to realise that im really that o attractive 1 lorz..
but i tell myself.. no one love mar no one love lorz.. no one kao me marz no one lorz.. no big deal ..
i once woree lerz.. later i grow up will not be able to marry out.. but come 2 think of it.. wat yr tis is worz.. big deal mar live on my own lorz..
need sex the time go get a guy hooker or wat lorz.. ritez??
so lerz.. i juz hope myself don think so much larz..

thinking: im fat.. really need 2 minus fat
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yababa.. its holiday time babies..

Sat, 13 Mar 2004 16:23:17 PST

lets see..
wat is on this week .. well i hav a week of holiday coming up.. yipee.. !! ..
can sleep till ike 12 in the afternoono .. day dreaming doin nothin .. juz love those life..
he keep on hurting me wif all his words..
like when i put on sumthing in my profile .. he will go and make fun of me.. make me look bad..
i don get him ..
also don plan 2 noe anymore..
i noe.. i hav 2 get over him .. and i will ..
.. wow.. i really keep on to the new concept..
really dint kap zai..
so rare for me.. but yes.. i manage to do so ..
and it feelsss sooo good..
trying 2 do researed on those mood faces.. how can i get those.. ???(wondering))
.. anywayz.. thats it for 2day.. off to take a bath and need 2 go out for meetting again .. argg.. its sure goin 2 be bored..

mood: pretty good
listening: [ stacie orrico -theres gotta be more to life]
damn .. this song is damn good... <<3